Thursday, March 21, 2013

It's Like Pulling Teeth

“Commit your way to the Lord, trust in him and he will do this.” Psalm 37:5

Change is inevitable. Some people thrive on it, living for adventure and getting bored when things stay the same for too long. That is great for some people, but that is not me. I am more the opposite type. The kind that gets overwhelmed and anxious or frazzled on even the tiniest of changes.

Yesterday I had to go to the dentist, which I must say is quite relaxing now that I can’t hear the sounds of the machines drilling in my mouth. But as I was waiting to go back, there was a little girl that was crying as she waited herself and I could tell she was scared. I started talking to her and found out that she was having a tooth pulled because her baby tooth wasn't coming out but the adult tooth was already starting to come in. She was afraid because it was not something she was used to and she knew there would be pain involved. She knew it was needed but she didn't want him to take her tooth and wanted the big tooth to go back down for a while.

So many times in my life I come across a change that is as scary as pulling teeth is for this little girl. I know that sometimes change is necessary but I want to cling to how my life is going now or want my day to go as I planned it and not have to deal with any alterations, good or bad. I am like that little girl saying in a sense “I like my baby tooth, it is mine and I am comfortable with it. I don’t need a grown up tooth, I am good with this one, thanks anyways.” But change happens and when it does it just means God is doing something new in our lives and our plan wasn't in His plan. We need to turn to God trusting in Him and asking Him to help us accept the changes and give us the strength to get through them as well as helping to let go and change the things we can. Think of the serenity prayer, although it is not found in the Bible, it is an awesome prayer to help refocus in times of change and stress.

So when that change happens, we have a choice – we can have a mouth overcrowded and uncomfortable that holds onto the old only to the detriment of the new or we can endure the temporary pain of having the old “removed” so that we can have everything in place and working according to the plans of God.

Clinging to the old just doesn't work for the new that God wants to do. I don’t know about you, but I know I have some “teeth” that need to be pulled. Things I have been clinging to that seem good but that are actually impeding my growth. I think it is about time I asked Him to help me extract my “teeth” from my life, however painful giving them up may be. I need to trust that He is there to help guide my new “teeth” in place so that my smile and life will be in line with His plan and the smile and life He wants for me not the one I am so comfortable with.

Lord, I want to grow and change so that I am all You have designed me to be. I pray that You will reassure me and remind me when I need it that while it is okay to be nervous, that You are always there by my side to guide me through whatever changes I encounter. Help me to walk in faith knowing that these changes I am so reluctant to do will help me grow in my relationship with You. I want my life to be pleasing to Your eyes and to reflect Your love and light to others and to do that I must fully trust and let go. Thank You for your understanding, Your love and Your leadership. Give me the courage to endure the pain and discomfort that can happen as you transform me into what You desire and for a submissive heart to accept it and embrace it. I ask this in Your precious name, Amen. 

(A found this song and I think it is awesome! It is an original song by Michele McGovern, to buy the full song, it is available at http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/michele2. I would encourage you to get it, it is well worth it. The words to just this part are below.)

Your ways and your thoughts are higher than mine / God is in control
And You work Your plans out in Your perfect time / God is in control
 I put my faith in my Maker and Friend
Knowing He'll carry me through to the end,
And I'll / trust You Lord / even when I cannot see
I'll trust You Lord / You will make a way for me
I'll trust You Lord / I will trust You Lord
Oh, yeah yeah, and I'll / trust You Lord 
When the hill's too high to climb / I'll trust You Lord 
I know the battle isn't mine / I'll trust You Lord

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